Here I go again, talking about myself pt.2

Re-watching this really put things into perspective for me. I now see why my friend count is few. I am a strange person and am well aware of that. I have always been told I am a great story teller and that really shines in these videos. ( I am completely kidding, most people hate my stories and when people start listening I tell them there is no need because there really is no point to what I am saying)

Anyway, I apparently love the word "so" and like to take pauses. I remember telling people stories and would pause and people would chime in on their story, when I would say excuse me I wasn't finished. They replied, " Oh I am sorry, you paused for so long, I assumed you were done." Well buddy, you know what assuming does don't you, just spell it out!

I am not going to film a video of my pregnancy because I realized that there is only so much to say about throwing up everyday. I will most likely write a post instead, so keep your eyes peeled for that one. I also sobbed my way through them because it turned into how much I am going to miss Zach, all my insecurities in life, and how hard it has been to be here. I filmed them 4 times and cried through them all. One day when I get home I will explain more about living overseas, but for now I am not ready to share because apparently I am really emotional about it. I will just say it isn't as glamorous as it sounds.

On that happy note, random thoughts of the day: I want to start a series called " A 24 year old with the mentality of a 90 year old". I will talk about all the things that bug me in life, like when people are talking and feel it necessary to use abbreviations. Is it really that hard to say a full word, I understand while writing it out it is easier, but come on say obviously not obvi. I am a hypocrite because I do say the word Bio, instead of biography but aren't we all a little hypocritical? That is kind of how the series will go, I will really see my friend count soar after that huh. I need help...